いしょうが大好き ♥

I don't care?

2009-06-09T08:11:00.003+08:00

Someone actually said I'm a joke.

Well, so be it. Life is like a joke anyways.

People have taken me for granted, well, in a way, I do take others for granted as well, at certain points in life.

You can't please everyone. Everyone is a selfish bastard/bitch. A man for his own.

It's good to have people appreciating your presence, however, too bad if there aren't. That shows how much they're missing in life.

Like a close friend of mine once told me, "So what if people give you certain standards in life to follow? You only have a life and you live it, your way. Fuck the standards. Hate everyone else, but yourself."

How true.

2009-06-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

shit can happen while you're overseas. but the shittiest thing that can ever happen to me, is when you feel like dying but there's no one there beside you to comfort you. man, i'd be thankful if i still can make it back to singapore alive.

greetings from THAILAND!

2009-05-13T04:25:00.003+08:00

Sawadeeka ehbreebardee.

Greetings from Thailand! *place both palms together, facing each other*

Things are going pretty well over here!

Lots of shopping and cheap food. Will be posting pictures up soon!

Yep. Meanwhile, need to go tooo behddd.

GOODNIGHT!

2009-04-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

ok. overreacted.

apologies to prof cwang or any other parties involved.

and whoever you are, 2cents, I'd like to talk to you in person.

2009-04-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

I think I'm falling in love with your smile. (:

Sweet

2009-04-20T02:24:00.005+08:00

I love you too, baby. ((:

Japanese Artiste Makeover

2009-04-20T01:38:00.004+08:00

WOOO! I love this entry.

Why? Makes me feel pretty. Very very pretty, teehee.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

How to survive examinations

2009-04-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

For the past one week or so, I've been living in ulu pulau NTU Hall 11. Mugging and chionging my ever piling workload. I'm proud to say, I've found solutions to survive the tough 3 weeks of examinations.

NUMBER ONE:

Get all your notes out. Print them, or if you are so poor that you can't even afford to print anything, have them on your desktop and close all other irrelevant windows, i.e. Facebook, Gmail or Blogger. *ahem*

Ok, now. Hall life is pretty melancholy during this period cos everyone stays in their room to mug. So meanwhile, you feel very lonely. Go out and get some booze to cheer yourself up. Otherwise, cheap alcohol suffices.

After a while, if your level of alcohol tolerance is low, you'll feel sleepy. Go take a bath or go and sleep. Otherwise, if you are still sober, good for you.

NUMBER TWO:

Mugging sometimes may last to unearthly hours. Prepare some iced/chilled milk tea (otherwise its fondly known as teh ping) to keep you going. Dun have to copy me buy Muji. It's branded tea, unless you feel rich and feel like throwing money away (but its really good...ha!). Otherwise, lipton does a wonderful job in keeping you going through the night.

NUMBER THREE:

I think I hear your stomach growling. Ordering macs is just too overrated and overpriced. Try stashing some cheap snacks around you in case you have to fight the exam and z-monster while they cripple your soul. They are your best shield.

Lastly, I wish all of you the very best.

HAPPY MUGGING!

some stuff to rave about

2009-04-19T04:06:00.003+08:00

It's exam period, I know. But I can't help it when temptations along the way pull me into their realm of goodness.

Met up with Miss Darmstadt to go buy some fancy papers from FANCY PAPER @ Bugis and sun bian go STA to ask about our insurance while we travel to Germany, Europe and UK. Apparently, FANCY PAPER is really quite fancy. They really have the BEST VARIETY of papers, and I really think they are awesome. Ha. Anyways...after that, we actually walked over to Raffles City for some entertainment albeit the crazy papers coming up and project deadlines nearing. The aura of Raffles City was simply too strong to resist.

Saw Hockie there. But forgot his name for approx 20 minutes before I violently recall his name. I almost shouted Kwok, which is my ADM buddy's name, but luckily my instinct stopped me instantaneously.

Anyways, went window shopping with Miss Darmstadt and saw a lot of stuff that I WANTED TO BUY! GAAAAAH~ Temptation temptation. I think I really need a sutra to recite soon.

I never knew I looked this tiny. ANYWAY....

Muji is just too evil. I have to spend whenever I go into that shop. Damn. And today I bought $5 worth of food: Milk Tea, Choc Banana and Pea Snack.

Of which, the milk tea and the pea snack were swiped clean before I have the chance to admire the packaging. Lawl. Hunger pangs are scary.

OHOHOH! YOU GUYS HAVE TO TRY THIS OUT!!

GUITAR HEROES ONLINE!

So yeah. Oh one more thing before I end, please continue to pray for my journey towards parinirvana of ADM year two. I still have approximately another week to go. Sigh.

Till the next entry, my loves.

王田裁

2009-04-17T23:54:00.006+08:00

OMG. Recently I've been kinda obsessed over this guy! Been watching the re-run of some mediacorp shows and he was in 2 of those shows.

GAAAAAH~

How can a man in his 40s look so young and goodlooking?!

damn. I want one Thomas Ong NOWWWWW!

completely swooned over. HA!

dreams

2009-04-15T07:11:00.005+08:00

GANG...YOU KNOW WHAT?!

I just had the most bizarre dreams ever.

I dreamt of Cristiano Ronaldo, Steven Gerrard, Frank Lampard, Ronaldhino (or however you spell that Jajabing-lookalike's name), and a bunch of other famous soccer players. HAHA! Oh gosh. It's just like that crazy Adidas Euro commercial back then in 2006 - Impossible is Nothing. Damn hilarious.

Anyways, back to topic, Gerrard was talking to ME! YES ME! And Cris just gave me this mystically attractive look. ZOMG. I was just.....*jawdrop* But well, I can't remember anything he said though, BUT ZOMG! ITS SO FREAKING AWESOME! The rest of the dream was pretty.......GAAAAHHH! Hahaha. Okok. Bimbo moment.

So yeah, towards the end of the dream, Gerrard and Ronaldo disappeared and Frank Lampard talked to me instead.....AND THEN........what happened next was epic

my alarm rang.

-.-

gah!

exam...NOT!

2009-04-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

shooot.

my paper's on wed and I can't seem to concentrate STILL. wth.

what's wrong with me?!

good thing I'm done with website design for now, except the FTP shit. grrr.

Anywaysss.......I MISS YOU!

aw man. I need a hug, give me one when we meet, soon. (:

BZ.

2009-04-07T10:46:00.003+08:00

'sup everyone?

its been some time.

Have been working on some school projects. Been heavily criticised, mocked and even rejected (not uncommon in my major). So ya la. Recently quite emo. Here are some improved pages for my final Typography II module project -- Chinese New Year and Traditions. Enjoy. Will be back to update more soon.

home?

2009-03-28T04:21:00.004+08:00

Is my home really my home?

Other than my familiar pink and messy room, my bed with my favourite pillow, bolster and blanket, my table my wireless, oh, and my mom's cooking, what else is different from hall?

Frankly speaking, I'm no longer one of those folks in hall who is appreciated and loved by everyone. I no longer dine comfortably in the hall canteen. In fact, right after the hall FOC last year, things turned sour. Shan't elaborate more. I became one of those who stays in the room and once in a while come out and party with my fellow ADM pal across the block. Life in hall is just shitty, other than the fact that its my personal space to do work, stare blankly into space waiting for inspirations to come, watch tv and wank, if I ever have a dick...just kidding. But well, ADM's workload is a good distraction from all these shit. At least the amount of workload and redo-ing of works and projects often take my mind off petty things like that. Once in a while, Indian, my fellow block-cum-adm mate would jio me to have a drink or two, alcholic or otherwise. Staying in hall is just good on Thursday nights through Fridays. Why? Cos there aren't many around. I can roam around feeling more comfortable. It is shit when your neighbours are people whom you dun really wanna face anymore. And I have to endure these sorta shit Monday to Friday.

God. Thank goodness I still have ADMers around in hall whom I can turn to and party with, cause apparently, the few of us are the outcasts of hall. In fact, most of the ADMers who are frequently seen around ADM are those who don't bother to return to hall to face those imbeciles who take us for granted and misunderstand our points. Screw those idiots. Seriously.

But yeah, after that long rant above. That, so far is my 'home' from Sunday nights till Friday evenings, maybe for the entire week, should workload goes higher than Mount Everest. Not really a good place to eat, shit and sleep in, but still acceptable if you are able to adapt to it soon, otherwise, you can do what my roomie does, stay in ADM till wee hours, when all those shitty hall people snooze off to bed, then return for a quick bath and a nap before class the next morn.

Ah well. Back to the topic of home.

My east side home. Honestly, I miss home. I miss my dad, I miss my mom. I miss the house. But seriously, every weekend when I return, I don't get anything positive from my mom, especially. Ok, she does cook nice food for me. She does go all out for me (buy stuff and shit). But she doesn't care about my school work. She doesn't bother about my welfare in school. The things she prolly questions each time I return is boyfriend and if I brought anything back from hall for her to wash. Other than that, the rest of the conversation usually isn't much of a speech in a calm and audible 30 decibel range. It goes way beyond. Sometimes might even bring the gods of lightning and thunder over. My stress has never been an issue to her. She doesn't see anything wrong with that. She takes it that since I'm in an art school, I don't have work. And the fact that I face the computer a lot irritates her a lot and her menopause goes to a higher level. She safely ASSUMES that I am online shopping or playing games. Seriously, from the day I entered ADM till now, she has never asked or at least show concern about my work or what I'm doing. All she knows is that I'm attached and she sees little things that I don't eg. WHY YOUR PANTIES GOT THIS BLACK MARK ONE WHAT DID YOU DO?! Just kidding, I mean things like that. Very very minor issues that can be talked over in a very cool and easy convo. But she chose to shout. So with the pent up anger and stress I get from school, naturally I don't respond well to such petty issues. I mean, facing such imbecility in school is already degrading my brains, and now at home the same thing surfaces too?! MY GOD. SAVE ME.

Imagine ar, in the middle of the night, or rather, morning. 4AM. Mom barges into my room. If I happen to lock my door, she bangs it down till my dad who's snoring like Dumbadore wakes up from his dreams and comes out with this blur look. And she starts yelling things like..."WHY ARE YOU GOING ON A STUDENT EXCHANGE FOR A FREAKING MONTH HAR?! WHY?! WHY YOU NEVER SAY ONE?! YOU COWARD IS IT?! HAR! FACE ME AND SAY IT IN MY FACE!!!" Whatever that happened later is just epic. You see things flying in the air and my dad contributing once in a while hoping to be heard...but things just seem like a room with its air conditioner spoilt....hot, irritating and fucked up. I mean, come on lar, I discussed it with them. I told them I was going on an exchange, NOT AS IF IM NOT COMING BACK, and it's an honour to be selected anyways...and it aids me in my resume for my future career...such a wonderful thing...WHO WOULDN'T BE HAPPY?! Seriously, instead of being supportive, shouldn't my parents feel happy for me?

But none of them seem so. At least I feel. Both always give me the most sullen faces I've ever seen in my life. Like my existence is just stupid and I shouldn't even come home.

So there. My weekdays home and my so called home home. Which one would you rather live in?

Sigh. I hate my life. Seriously. Just when things get better, some things just gets worse.

The Stupidest Period of the Semester

2009-03-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

Pardon me if I ever threw my temper at you.

It's the season of final submissions of FINAL SEM PROJECTS.

I tend to get a lil jittery and jaded. And of cos VERY MOODY.

So yeah. Forgive me should I sound very offensive ayt?

I still love you all. ((:

I just realised smth

2009-03-26T09:37:00.001+08:00

Hey pardon my current post but...I just realised,

I'm wearing a blue bra and a blue top, a red underwear and a red fbt.

so coincidental.

total sweetness

2009-03-23T22:39:00.007+08:00

I always had the damn impression that soccer players are philanderers. Never really occured to me that anyone of them is faithful to their partners. Also, I always thought they would never really go for common girls (other than models and actresses) like you and me. But somehow, Fernando Torres shocked me and kinda changed my view a lil about these soccer boys. *grins*

Aw man. Before I show you all those photos I saw online, I just wanna say, I'm melting!! Melting in total sweetness...quoting off some person...

"Spain based football writer Javier Conzuelas recently observed:: "El Nino is famous for being the football geek. He likes his nights in with his childhood sweetheart Olalla........"

AWWWW! ISN'T THAT SWEEEET?!!!!!! Aw man...I'm drowning in sweetness. LOL. Alrights...now the pics.......*grins loonily*

awwww~ ♥

speech

2009-03-17T23:40:00.004+08:00

Sometimes when one person is too close to another, he/she tends to spill insults rather spontaneously without much processing through that grey mass in the head.

things like, "oh, you're dumb!"

or "you're seriously stupid leh."

you hear them very often. However, things like,

"I love you." or

"Thanks! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!"

lessens. So does this show you anything?

Yes.

You are taken for granted when you know a person for a longer period of time. Very much taken for granted.

Solution?

Start appreciating the person you love the most more and start telling them how much they mean to you instead (:

lols for a second

2009-03-11T17:04:00.003+08:00

Pardon me...I just can't resist cheap thrills.

I'M SO HOLY

2009-03-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm in a super bitchy mode. Like SERIOUSLY.

Recently, a bitch just pissed me off, like real bad. Her childishness and self-denial is just, way surpassed my expectations of her. To begin with, she is forever in self-denial.

Please don't tell me you are holy when you love to backstab, bitch and do all sorts of unholy shit. You get your chances whenever your bitching target is away. And you talk nonsense that do NOT even concern you. If you are holy, we're a bunch of Virgin Marys.

Please don't use God to cover up all your wrongdoings and misdeeds. It's just childish.

You pray like a child, love like a child and what like a CHILD?! Beg your pardon? I guess you missed out something...YOU BEHAVE LIKE A FUCKING CHILD.

OMG. You pissed my good friends off, you pissed my roomie off and now you are stepping on my tail. What fucking sense do you have? Do you wanna piss the whole world off before saying you are not really that holy afterall?

Please don't even try to be one of us. Have your own personality. Have your own stand. Have your own say. We are NOT you. And you are CERTAINLY NOT us. So STOP imitating whatever we are doing and saying and STOP putting words into our mouths.

You are such a bitch and you have ZERO situation awareness. How can you ask me what's wrong with our friendship when you backstabbed me like....5o487598234093 times behind my back?! How can you tell me you don't know where you've gone wrong in the offensive email you've sent out to my subcommittee when its just in front of you? How can you ask me for my subcomm's contact list when all you need to do is JUST DIG IT FROM YOUR EMAIL?! Irresponsible shit...

I don't go round telling others how a guy love me so much when others didn't ask for it. I don't go round publicising my SUPER CLOSE relationship with God when all I do all day is bitch blatantly about others and doing shitty things everyday.

Urgh. I have so much more to say. But your amazingly holey IQ and EQ just shocked me beyond words. I'm just speechless now. I'll be back to rant more should I remember anything else. Otherwise, my fingers are already bleeding from typing so much shit about you. To think I even protected you once from being bullied in the past in school. How silly of me, now that I think back about it. Should have let you to die.

Quizzzzzz

2009-03-08T11:21:00.001+08:00

TRY THIS!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

dreams

2009-03-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

日有所思，夜有所梦。

I just took a nap like...an hour odd ago.

Was super chui after yesterday's chiong-ing of work.

I had a dream, a dream which I dunno if I should even meditate on in my sleep. I'm questioning myself. Was I thinking straight?! Like seriously. I am feeling rather guilty now. But maybe karma will strike and I will get back the same fate in next few months time. But really. I dunno if I really wanted the situation I saw in my dreams to happen to me in real life. But it certainly seemed like a tempting offer.

But whatever it is, maybe its a good thing my phone alarm rang before I went on further in that dreams. Hahaha. I dun know what might happen if I decided to do it in real life. Ho.

Meanwhile. PART TWO of my awesome recess week might be up late...or might NOT even get a chance to show itself, so if you're really that interested in my life (haha), you may check out pictures my friends and I upload on facebook.

OK. Shall go read up on Borobudur and continue my slides! I'm super behind time.

Can You Guess The Face?

2009-03-03T13:49:00.004+08:00

Just happened to drop by this site while surfing for some inspirations for my project
CLICK

This site shows you different sets of feet and subsequently, as you click on the feet, you get to see how the feet owners look like. Pretty interesting. Go have some fun with it while taking a break from all those serious workshit!

recess so far ONE

2009-03-01T04:39:00.009+08:00

I seriously can't believe that recess week has ended.

1. I haven't had much of a recess during this recess.

2. The workload this recess seems never-ending, and I barely finished some stuff (but hey! I did COMPLETE some work ok...)

3. I just simply can't believe it.

Looking back, I think my recess this time round is a bit more exciting than the previous, and more pictures are taken this time round. Blame the camwhore spirit in the hearts of ADMers (in case you don't know what's an ADMer, we are a bunch of kids attending the school Art, Design and Media. Hence the -er behind that ADM.)

As an ADMer tradition, recess is a time meant for spending good ol' bonding times in the National Library Board, aka NLB. It means picnic either at Levels 8 or 11, with the Buddhas, Bodhisattvas, Shivas and Krishnas.

This semester, our level of attaining enlightenment increased. From our familiar level 8 seats, we went up to level 11, which resembles somewhat the interior of a spaceship. O.O

I guess the nimbus around our head and eyes are glowing more than before. The only difference between our nimbus and the Buddha's is the intensity of the glow. Ours is just plain black/dark due to lack of sleep and realization of certain knowledge from the NLB books, while the Buddha's glow in pure gold. Ok. Enough with the brain cells wasters, let's move on to whatever I did.

On Monday, Zheng Mei Mei and I met up at the NLB to do some serious Buddha shit. However, all I did that day was to do a simple layout for my slides and photocopy tons of Borobudur notes which I don't even know will help me in my presentation.

There are some times of the day which I look forward to. And one of these moments is lunchtime. Mr. Jane (who joined us later) brought us to this nostalgically decorated Chicken Rice place and we had a hearty meal plus entertainment from Mr. Jane's past Chicken Rice store helper experience.

The day seem to pass relatively fast, before we knew it, we saw sunset....

*ohm*

K lar. I know. Picture not very nice. But this is another time of the day which I looked forward to. Pack up and go home. And so Mr. Laselle (who joined us even later), Zheng Mei Mei and I discontinued our journey to enlightenment and went home to kui sio instead.

And so the 2nd came.

Amitabha.

I continued my journey to Borobudur in NLB with Ningster and 1.9m Boy. Nothing seem to be more exciting this break so far...NLB had been by far the most happening thing that ever occured to me...

The library was quite empty when I arrived. Ningster was late and 1.9m overslept. And so I camwhored alone first. The journey is just zapping too much of my energy. I needed something to keep me alive. Apparently and amazingly, camwhoring helps.

And so they came. As a tradition before we continue our pilgrimages to the whatever country we were researching on, we had to take some pictures as a form of memory safekeeping, in case whatever happened to us during the course of this tough journey.

The book quest continues.

This time round, we had some fine dining!

Ningster brought us to this very nice Japanese restaurant at Bugis -- Ma Maison.

Deco rocks. You DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE YOU ARE IN SINGAPORE unless you stupidly look out of the window and realise there are piles of construction works going on and Bangalas stare back at you desperately...

Prices aren't exactly cheap, but the food is......AWESOME!

Just....let those pictures do the talking.

before we settled the bills, we were given a key, like those resembling the hotel ones.

Ningster then enlightened us, that Ma Maison IS actually a hotel in Japan, hence this concept. How smart.

good stuff always have to come to an end.

Tuesday just ended like that and soon came Wednesday. Didn't even feel time passing by.

Everything just zoom passed like...flies. Zrp zrp zrp!

WEDNESDAY! PHUTURE!

Met up with Ningster for dinner @ Soup Spoon.

We then proceeded to the Gallery Hotel where she kindly reserved a room for us to dump our barang barangs and to rest later on.

Twinnie and Darbe-eh joined us soon at the hotel and we camwhored.

Ms. Chun joined us later. Camwhored some more.

Miss Pink was damn nice. She reserved spots for us at Phuture's queue while we slowly camwhored. Wallao. Felt damn paiseh. Anyways, we joined her around 8 plus and THE QUEUE WAS ALREADY FREAKING LONG! =.=

Lucky for us, we had Miss Pink. Thank God for Miss Pink. Otherwise, those queueing at the back might be us. Hoho. Camwhored again.

Mr. Happy Feet came over after his dance lessons and we all sashayed our way into the Phuture and lived happily ever after till 4.

Towards the end, all of us felt damn sian of Phuture already, cos the music suck, so well, we went over to Zouk for a lil Mambo instead...

Lights soon came on and the music stopped. Things finally came to an end. We made our way back to the hotel and began to feel sleepy. Twinnie however went crazy and started doing some homework. I did a lil too. But was damn tired to continue...

And so I end my glorious journey PART ONE here.

Stay tuned for PART TWO!

May the peace be with you people. *does an Abhayamudra*

TICKET DESIGN

2009-02-28T02:46:00.004+08:00

for my hall production

rushed design.

not very well done.

总觉得

2009-02-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

总觉得，当一个人失去了某些事，物或人，他才懂得什么是后悔，而学会去试着珍惜。

但，到了那一刻，可能已经太迟了。

总觉得，当一个人喜欢另一个人的时候，那另一个人可能不会去珍惜那一个人的爱，一当失去了才发觉自己错过了些什么。到了那一刻，可能已经太迟了。那一个人，可能已经对另一个人死心了。

总觉得，人真的很泛贱。为什么需要等到关键时刻才懂得忏悔呢？

O.O

2009-02-25T15:31:00.003+08:00

felt like i lost a very good friend, recently...

germany, baby.

2009-02-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

Yatta. Praise God. He answered my prayers.

Ps. I Love You

2009-02-23T02:51:00.002+08:00

P.S.我愛你
詞：鄔裕康曲：劉勇志

我想要成為你的眼
把最美的風景收進你的心中
我想要成為你的手
好讓我從現在到以後
佔有你溫柔一刻不放過

恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動

專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我要替你收集笑容
怕未來快樂變得貴重
要是少了我你有多寂寞

恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動

專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

太陽不會放棄天空
哪怕你不再屬於我
我會在不同的窗口給你擁抱

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過
我忘不掉你第一次吻我

:s

2009-02-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

hey, time to grow up.

I have no whites in my EYES...

2009-02-20T17:59:00.003+08:00

A lot of ppl mentioned that I have scary eyes. And so...I did this...

O.o

2009-02-18T10:44:00.002+08:00

Was just doing some research on "anemis" on google during Graphic Design class and this popped out.

ew. gross.

BYEBYE FISHBALL!

2009-02-17T12:44:00.004+08:00

Since I can't send Fishball off on Wednesday, so here...

FISHBALL! TAKE CARE! ((:

HUGS, KISSES AND SPONGEBOB! ♥

2009-02-17T03:11:00.008+08:00

I TELL YOU ALL, MY BEST FRIEND IS CRAZY!

Haha. Crazily sweet...♥

Bf (best friend) mentioned he would give me some premium peanut butter choc (COS I LOVE PEANUT BUTTER) on Vday a month ago when I was being a bitch full of PMS, complaining about life and how work is sapping my energy. I thought it was just a joke and dismissed it without much thought.

Guess WHAT?!

He really gave me A chocolate and IT IS HUUUUUUUGGGGGEEEEE! Insanely heavy, filled with hugs and kisses. Hahahaha. I feel...EXTREMELY TOUCHED! ♥

Aw man. Bf is just a sweet boy. Haha.

THANKS FOR DROPPING BY SO LATE, BF! MAKE ME SO PAISEH LAR!!

I WILL PASS U YOURS PRETTY SOON! PROMISE! ((:

To honour my dear friend's hardwork and love, I shall be nice and show u guys what I received!!

ONCE AGAIN......THANK YOU, BF! ♥

xoxo

THE BOX!

( yes I have 2 lappies, you have a problem with that?! x3 )

..and this is what I got in my box. ENVY ME COS MY BF ROCKS SOCKS!

SPONGEBOB!

He made this thing! OMG. That crazy boy!

A HANDMADE PINK ROSE!

Last but not least, the 压轴 (finale)....

A GIANT HERSHEY'S KISS!

Once again........

What a Day!

2009-02-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

Tired!

Super tired. But have to tahan a while longer. Tomorrow got quiz. Guilty lar!!! Didn't exactly mug for tmr's test. Ay. But...had quite a bit of fun today tho. ((:

Morning had lessons till 12pm. After class went to meet Uncle Yussof at Douby Gaut for our Tauhuey+Kebab escapade which was suppose to happen last Saturday (but someone PS-ed me). Anyways, Uncle jioed Fishball along too since Fishball felt a lil emo the past week.

Fishball came a little later than us, since he went to borrow his dad's kickass Lexus. Uncle decided to go have a lil milkshake at Billy Bombers while we wait. And so...while waiting...we camwhored using my awesome macbook photobooth...

Too bad we didn't have a chance to snap Fishball's face.

We headed down to Peace Centre for our main course (Kebab) before our dessert -- Tau Huey. Uncle didn't like the kebab much. He thought the kebab wrap was too hard to chew (can't blame. someone getting older...). But he did went home with something extra after the kebab experience -- Kebabs are not served only on sticks. Haha.

We then headed over to ROCHER TAUHUEY!! *hearts*

Uncle and I went up first while Fishball went to park his car nearer to the TH shop. Ordered 3 bowls and some you tiao. Crapped a bit. Uncle met his friend. And it started pouring outside. After we're done, Fb drove us to Somerset and he left to nua in his dad's office.

Accompanied Uncle to hunt for balloons for his friend's bday. Such a sweet guy, he's gonna go make balloon sculpture for his friend!!! HAHA. But too bad, the entire Plaza Singapura probably knew he was going there to buy those balloons and didn't have any stocks left for him to purchase. And so we left.

I went back to school.

Joined Miss Vic at the Hall Six bazaar to help her man the store. Sold a no. of stuff today. Earned a lil kopi lui. Haha. Met some new people -- Jialing and Ying Hui. All four of us had shitass fun at the bazaar bargaining and selling. Quite an experience. And we'll be selling stuff again together pretty soon! ((:

Towards the end of the event, RnB music started playing! Super shiok. All the beat while we pack and hunt for last min. bargains. Took pictures. Studied a little for tomorrow's Asian Art History quiz.

Oh btw, if you people are super bored and have nothing to do, AND WHILE NUA-ing, you need something to laugh at, please visit:

THIS WEBSITE for tickles and some lame shit.

Cya all in the nxt entry!

Till then,

xoxo

my fingers are dead

2009-02-08T04:05:00.003+08:00

Its been quite a while since I last visited Peace Centre. To be exact, it has been...2-3 months or so. Since the start of semester one last August, Peace Centre is like a 4th home to me, with home being #1, hall being #2 and ADM #3. That place is so familiar yet so distant...hmmm.

Last semester, I never took the extra effort to notice non-printing shops, aka, shops that don't provide printing services because I felt that they weren't important to know and I can't use them as a price comparison anyways. However, this is my first time being alone while printing stuff, I wandered round the area while I left my junk to print. And as I wandered, I can't help but realise this music store...

I always knew it was there, but never bothered to check it out. Probably because my passion for those black and white keys faded after I stopped piano classes at the end of secondary education and my guitar skills somehow got lost in Madagascar after I left the ensemble 4 years back right after SYF. But there's a force today which pulled me into the shop, to check out scoresheets, guitar picks and acoustic guitars once again, like my good ol' JC guitar jammin' days. ((:

However, I was so disappointed with myself. I can't seem to visualise, or at least hum out the melody of a grade 8 piece (while flipping the latest grade 8 exam pieces book) like how I used to do so when I was still taking lessons. My sight reading failed. And worst of all, I found the link to why my piano playing and guitar jammin' suck so bad now.

I lost touch. My fingers are so dead. I lost my musical talents.

Thank God for my vocals though. Hahaha, at least I don't sing out of tune. But...ay, I'm having a performance soon on the 21st Feb, but somehow, I'm struggling to find the perfect chords for my singers and I feel so bad everytime I see those cringes my singers make when I do bad keys. Sigh. I seem to have lost my confidence in music and myself. My fingersss!!! *sobs*

And what made me feel sadder was that my dad decided to sell my piano away for more space in the house...but i mean...HOW MUCH SPACE CAN MY PIANO TAKE UP!? Ayyyyy........out of point. Coming back to the main topic.

I finally decided to unzip my gloriously dusty black guitar bag to check on my classical guitar a few weeks ago. So after I tuned everything to perfect pitching, I started to pluck my old guitar ensemble pieces. Guess WHAT?! I couldn't remember a single thing. And all I could do now is just strum chords. HOW PATHETIC! And I couldn't even pluck the simplest Jay Chou song 晴天!!!!!!!! *ques lightning please*

Urgh....I think I'll go catch some sleep now. Maybe it'll all come back to me in my dreams. Haha.

Roses (Part 2)

2009-02-06T20:38:00.001+08:00

Meaning of Rose Colours

Red - Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you.

Pink - Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy

Yellow - In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

White - Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

HAPPY BDAY, CRIS!

2009-02-05T11:02:00.003+08:00

In honour of the man behind my blog's add, here's to Cristiano Ronaldo...Happy 24th Bday, my man!

Jim Beam Cola

2009-02-02T03:00:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats a lil alcohol while mugging Typography work.

Cheers!

*PS I think I look like some rock band guy in this pic*

Roses

2009-01-30T19:14:00.004+08:00

Since Valentine's Day IS coming, I decided to blog a bit about some vday related stuff! =D

Found the meaning behind the different no. of roses.

Pretty interesting! =D

1 Rose: Love at the first sight; you are the one
2 Roses: Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 Roses: I love you
6 Roses: I wanna be yours
7 Roses: I'm infatuated with you
9 Roses: An Eternal love, together as long as we live
10 Roses: You are perfect
11 Roses: You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
12 Roses: Be my steady
13 Roses: Secret Admirer
15 Roses: I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 Roses: Believe me, I am sincere towards you
21 Roses: I am devoted to you
24 Roses: Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
33 Roses: Saying "I love you" with great affection
36 Roses: I will remember our romantic moments
40 Roses: My love for you is genuine
50 Roses: Regretless love, this is
99 Roses: I will love you for as long as I live
100 Roses: Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
101 Roses: You are my one and only love
108 Roses: Please marry me!
365 Roses: Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
999 Roses: Everlasting and Eternal love

我们的爱

2009-01-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

让我流泪的一首歌。

下雨天

2009-01-29T11:30:00.003+08:00

作詞：LARA 作曲：張傑

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

maggie mee head

2009-01-28T13:36:00.003+08:00

HELLOW
Been tonning last night, over typography and graphic design, but sadly, BOTH GOT NOT VERY GOOD COMMENTS. )): Ay. Ah well.

Check out my chui face @ 5am below )):

Oh yar. Main objective of the post is...I WENT TO PERM MY HAIR! WOOHOOOOOO!

Something I'd NEVER EVER DREAMT of doing...haha. But I went ahead though.

Haha. Ok. End here, I go kun liao. =D

ivanleewhatsyourpoint

2009-01-26T01:55:00.003+08:00

my new MSN buddy.

my new fellow spongebob buddy.

my new fellow....er....er.......nvm.

here's his (act)cute face.

美吗？！

2009-01-22T11:31:00.004+08:00

Had to redo like 9 posters PLUS one more final one for my Typography class. So here are 2 of the 9 I had to redo.
I'm so drained now. BAAAAH.
I need a temporary break. =.=

很痛

2009-01-20T15:20:00.002+08:00

全身上下感觉不舒服。非常的不舒服。

好痛！真的好痛！刺刺的。苦苦的。酸酸的。

尝到放弃与被放弃的滋味并不好受。实在刺痛。不过，我还能怎样呢？缺点全都让你指出来了。优点也被你贬下。我还有什么是值得你欣赏的呢？好像也没什么了。哎。真可惜。好可惜。这也许对大家是种警告吧。谢谢你一直以来都爱我。我也不否认我真的还很爱你，但希望往后的日子你会过得更快乐。希望你会找到更好的。

祝福你。

眼泪笑了

2009-01-20T00:36:00.002+08:00

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中

我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

是美的

心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手

本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

我眼泪都笑了

谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的

就唱首离歌

想起你的时候

我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你

深深的

i'm sad

2009-01-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

i'm sad.

very sad.

sad.

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

2009-01-18T01:31:00.006+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then

And just let 'em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again

I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go

But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder

Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know

If I could do it over

I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do

God has FB too!

2009-01-12T10:49:00.004+08:00

He's everywhere...

click for bigger image.

Credits to CollegeHumor

I'm too HOT to resist.

2009-01-12T01:36:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Sorry. Did I scare you with the title?

Can't be helped. I'm really that hot...

Oh you don't believe me?!

Check out the pictures below!

Heh heh heh.

My fans ADORE me...

Some of whom are CELEBRITIES!

I know you are just jealous...now stop drooling!

I'm so famous! I have my own magazine cover shoot, I go on tv shows, Andy Warhol HAD TO do an art piece on me. AND USA CHANGED THEIR 100 bucks bill just because OBAMA LOVES ME TO BITS! Tsk tsk. Now...calm down! If you are nice enough, I will sign my big fat name on your fan tshirt!

*grins*

I'm everywhere.

Ha.

first day of school

2009-01-05T12:19:00.006+08:00

Sigh 5th Jan 2009, its the first day of semester 2.

I wish the holiday was looooonger. )):

I weep because my sleepless nights are gonna come back real soon.

I weep because stress balls are back this season.

I weep because I miss Astrid...and Astrid isn't taking any of my classes this semester. )):

I dunno what to expect...

I'm scared...

Would I get my A back this semester?

I hope so...

A sweet to start the day off!

I hope the rest of today is good! ((:

(I'm so gonna miss Little Nonya cos lessons end at 8.30pm *sigh*)

xxx

Yokkie Boy just intro-ed me one song. Very meaningful.

Can cry if I ever broke up with anyone.

Please dig it for my sake, k! ((:

Zui Xing Fu De Shi

最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞借我那次
ni cheng zhe yu san jie wo na ci
已经足够我记得一辈子
yi jing zu gou wo ji de yi bei zi
我懂后来你不是不坚持
wo dong hou lai ni bu shi bu jian chi
爱情本来就没万无一失
ai qing ben lai jiu mei wan wu yi shi

泪水离开了你的手指
lei shui li kai le ni de shou zhi
那不如让它流在这信纸
na bu ru rang ta liu zai zhe xin zhi
我想女孩子最贴心的是
wo xiang nv hai zi zui tie xin de shi
让爱的人选结束的方式
rang ai de ren xuan jie su de fang shi

*我最幸福的事当过你的天使
wo zui xing fu de shi dang guo ni de tian shi
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
chen bi suan neng yan shi rang wo men xiang dang shi yong bao zui hou yi ci
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
zui xing fu de shi cui la zhu shi ni zhong wei wo xu yuan de shou shi
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事
wei zhi ai de ren zao zuo bian xin kou bao liu wei zhi shi zui xing fu de shi

可惜爱不是童话故事
ke xi ai bu shi tong hua gu shi
不能够永远依赖着王子
bu neng gou yong yuan yi lai zhe wang zi
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
cai man man ren shi zhi sheng liang ge zi
我怎么忍心为难你解释
wo zen me ren xin wei nan ni jie shi

Repeat *

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
na yi zhen zi you ni mei de bu xiang xian shi
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
duo gao xing mei yi mu dou wei xiao zhe jing zhi

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
wo zui xing fu de shi qian zhe ni de ri zi
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
yi duan ai cong kai shi zhi zhi fen kai wo men dou dui bi ci cheng shi
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
zui xing fu de shi dui na pian hai yong li da han yong yuan de yang zi
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事
xiang de qi de shi na tian he ni sha xiao zhe ren shi shi zui xing fu de shi

Yiruma - Kiss the Rain

2009-01-04T03:45:00.003+08:00

Lemme know if this new song playing on my blog rocks. Haha!

Here's introducing everyone to this amazing fella named Yiruma.

Go youtube him out today!

Happy Nu Year! 2009! =D

2009-01-01T04:17:00.011+08:00

Its 4.19 AM.

I can't seem to sleep.

Bf just left moments ago to fetch his lil sis from dbl0, and, I guess I miss him so much I can't seem to go back to sleep so I guess I'll blog about happenings in 2008 which are pretty significant in my life!

PRODUCTION 2008 (FEB)

This was one of my craziest moments in hall 11. Going back for rehearsals, staying back in hostels pretty much every weekends just to perfect the lines and emotions.

I remember my scriptwriter, director and producer training hard with me just because I have shifty eyes. They forced me to be fierce and firm. They trained me to be the boss like I was never before, firm but respectable. No longer the xiao mei mei trying too hard to be the da jie da. Haha.

Bonding between the casts, director and producers were pretty strong. Glad things turn well even after our curtain descended.

The people who touched my heart deeply.

Hall 11 2007/08 Production

CHINESE NEW YEAR WITH BF'S FAMILY

First time ever in this relationship, bf brought me to meet his relatives. Haha.

Machiam like getting married already. Haha. But bf asked me along to visit his relatives in JB? KL? Whichever it is, it was pretty interesting. I got to see how his relatives were like living in the ulu-er areas and his richer aunts living around SM Goh Chok Tong. Nice people, great family bonds.

21st BDAY PARTIES

Celebrated with a couple of people: Runner J, Heehee, Police Gab, Mr. Nice Guy, etc. Too tired to name. But here are some pictures taken and tagged on facebook. The rest were taken and stashed somewhere in the midst of the earth crust, I guess. I never saw them surface anywhere. :s

XINYING

My best shopping buddy, my best listening ear, my best neighbour. She went away 4 years ago to pursue her degree in Canada. This year, she made her comeback for a semester in NUS. Glad she came back and thank God for her presence in my life in 2008. ((:

MY 21st BDAY BASH

Held it in the tiny space of my HDB flat. Squeezed 40+ people and thankfully, my cake was big enough to go around. Memorable since I haven't really had a proper birthday party since the age of................6? Special thanks to my parents, Abz, Miss J, Ah Char and her boyfriend, and of cos my baby boy for the entire night of preparation the night before my party. Thanks to Ah Pek and Syaz the Cameraman too, for being the photographers of the event! Thanks to those who made it down! Love you all deeps.

ADM FOC

Changed my life a bit in ADM. No longer the afterclassgobackhall girl. Got really involved in school because of this event. Made quite a no. of new friends.

Goodbye no life, hello new friends and company.

My dearest Hood Family. Loves. ((:

ENDING YEAR ONE, HELLO YEAR TWO

No pictures to illustrate, but its just a transition phase of moving on.

For once, I'm a senior. No longer a freshie.

For once, my lessons are back in ADM and no longer in S3.1 at the south spine.

For once, I'm working with graphics more than with my hands.

For once, I am no longer sleeping more than 7 hours during school term.

WELCOME MACBOOK, BYEBYE WINDOWS

When I moved on to year 2, someone told me designers only use Macintosh products. No one will hire someone who designs using a windows. I guess she might be wrong, but I bought a new macbook anyway since Apple was giving away free iTouches along with the Macbooks they were selling. Heh. Talking about benefits of being a student. *blink blink*

Stuff I did on my Windows based laptop.

Some stuff I did on my awesome Macbook.

To view more awesome designs from my portfolio, click HERE.

BABY

Much of the drama came in during june/july before all my FOCs kicked in. Thankfully I had a bunch of supportive friends, who managed to salvage our relationship before it hit the rock bottom and disappear into thin air. Thanks to those who actually stood by me when I was comtemplating extreme measures and stuff. Thanks for calling and caring. I've never felt so loved before. Haha.

Hey shoots. I went out of point.

Anyway, I still love my baby boy, pretty deeps. Haha.

And...I can't believe I'm saying this but I have never ever felt so sacrificial towards a human being in my life. I am a self centered bitch and who doesn't bother to love you back unless you love me too. Haha. But this boy changed my life upside down. Thank you. For being there providing me your big fat body to hug when I needed it. For upsetting me at times. For the happiness and disappointments. For all the petrol you wasted. For the xiao long baos we ate. For........

Anyways, I hope I will love u long enough till the end of time.

HEALTHY LIFESTYLE

Laoniang joined the Nike Human Race. If you remembered my entry in August, I bragged about how I completed 10K within 1 hr 30 minutes! Personal achievement.

read about the awesomeness here!

click

That sparked me off with living a healthier lifestyle for the year with all the sports and stuff. If you followed my previous blog entries, laoniang participated in quite a no. of sports which I've never imagine I'd join in my entire life. But I did. I made the change and even formed a sports club in ADM. Wow. I never loved myself so much before. Ha.

BAPTISM

Asked longtime friend, Skinny Cedarian to join me for baptism classes. We got baptised in November. Thank God. Finally.

*****

This pretty much sums up my 2008. Not really a happy year. Generally ok. Thank God for seeing me through once again.

And to you people reading this, thank you and have a spankin' blessed 2009!

xoxo

Sodas and Waffles

2008-12-23T02:12:00.038+08:00

HOHOHO! MERRY XMAS, EVERYONE!

*beams*

I'm here to update and update and update some more. Blog had been too stagnant! Heh.

Quite a few events to blog about. Quite a no. of pictures update! Well, if you've been following my facebook updates, you'll realise laoniang had quite a few photos of ADM in the InterSchool Games this holiday! Heh. Well, that aside first, lemme blog about other thingies that excite my senses.

KBOXING WITH BF!

Laoniang haven't been singing much these days. Singing as in singing in karaoke places, such as kbox, kster, or k-whateverplace. In addition to that, bf also had the urge to unleash the vocal talents he possess within those chords in his throat. So, we went over to Clarke Quay area to be closet superstars.

But before that, we hung out at Central for some food and random photography, since bf just got his camera not that long ago.

We hopped around and found Chippy, our favourite British food place.

We ordered Fried Mars Ball with ice cream and their famous Curry Chicken with Cheese!

Pictures tell everything! Orgasmic, eh? *grins*

We were pretty upset to find the nearest karaoke place we intended to go to was under renovation. So in the end, we drove over to another branch in town, near the Forum Shopping Mall. That area was rather different from all those Kbox and Party World I would usually visit. Well, as a matter of fact, this K place is catered more for the minority population here, so that's why. Well, it's cheaper than most K places during the weekends, so I guess I won't complain. The service, however was really terrible. We waited for almost an hour before we were served our drinks. :S AND THEY DIDN'T HAVE HOT HONEY IN THEIR MENU! ONLY SOFT DRINKS AND ALCOHOL! AND THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A LOT OF POPULAR CHINESE SONGS IN THEIR LIST! WHAT IS THIS?! *sigh*

Aiya, suan le. Laoniang can't complain much since both of us had pretty much fun that day.

*grins*

We got chased out literally after 3 hours. We had a chaperon outside our room, waiting to walk us to the counter to pay up. How considerate of them! And on top of this wonderful service they provided, they even had these chaperons to remind us after every song that it was our last song already. :s

Anyway, total bill came up to $42. Damn. There goes my bank account again. 4 more dresses to fill that blank! *sobs*

We headed over to the Forum to pee and to collect the car. Well, on our way, we couldn't resist but entered Toys' R Us! Bf got a little violent recollecting his memories while working there after his O Levels...

Can't believe he actually tormented Dora, the explorer.

*shakes head*

Well, we then walked over to the Hiltons to see if his sis was knocking off from work (oh, his sis is working in the Hilton Bakery. Her name starts with a J as well. Go look for her if you're there or something. She might give you a discount or a kiss. Haha. Just kidding). Too bad she had some more work to do so we walked around Orchard instead. =D

Came across this........er........hmmmm....Jamaican(?) man raising money to get back to his country to save his dad from cancer. How noble!

Well, he set up his chess pieces and challenged locals and foreigners to play chess with him for 3 minutes. No obligations. But most of the players just donated money to him just because his chess skills rocks (eh...he's his country's no. 1 player leh, mai play play, ok) and he appeared to be damn filial. Bf challenged him too! But lost. :s Well, many others did also lar. Haha. Take for example. the ang moh in my picture.

Well, after the game, walked around some more and snapped more pictures since we don't wanna waste our time and the pretty decos around Orchard road.

As fascinating as Orchard seemed, we had to go. His sis was dead tired after work. So we headed back to kampung. ((:

DARREN'S WEDDING!

Remember in my previous post I mentioned getting a wedding gift? Well, it's for the couple you see later in the pictures. Heh.

We arrived at Conrad's carpark at 7.15PM. Damn the Pan Pacific carpark! It was full to its brim. Too many people getting hitched. :s Anyways, we walked round the area and found ourselves pretty lost after getting out of the car. Well, thankfully, laoniang's sense of direction is still NOT that bad. Found an entry to Pan Pacific.

Walking in heels was never a forte of mine, but managed to walk my best that day when we circled round Marina. :s So much for guys having a good sense of direction.

We reached and found that place was indeed filled with people. Bf went to make small talks with his friends while I walked all around to inhale the glamour and use the toilet. Damn! Hotel jiu shi hotel. The toilet was really....very nice, indeed. =D

Dinner started at 8 plus 9pm.

The whole ceremony was quite grand. The food was good.

Bf snapped a picture of ourselves. I looked like shit in that. Bf too. :s

So...I went to photoshop it.

I liked that picture, despite our fake smiles. The colour just makes me feel so in love.

*grins*

Anyways, let me end this with a "Happy marriage, Darren & Lucy! May you guys be forever so in love with each other! Blessed marriage!"

***

It was Wednesday night, and most of you know what that mean...

CLUBBING NIGHT!

This time, we miss lux, muscleboy and shotsgal. We included Miss J. It was her birthday so we decided to give her a birthday full of blast since she never really went clubbing before.

I met up with Miss J and Abz right after my frisbee game. Ended unexpectedly late. Took a cab down which cost me $20. Sweet Guanyin. The traffic was that bad.

Well, turned out that both girls ate their meals already! So I bought BK and inhaled them all in the shortest time possible. We headed down to Zouk right after. The Phuture queue, as usual, was packed like hell and we couldn't get in, AGAIN.

And so we went over to queue at the Zouk queue. And stupidly, we queued at the WRONG queue for an hour or so before realising it.

Anyway, we got our chop markings and headed down to Great World City to waste time.

Went to Macdonalds for some dessert. Camwhored meanwhile.

Saw Jeffdog, my hall mate. He was clubbing that night too!

Awwww...isn't our birthday girl over here cute? ((:

Well, it was 11 odd. We decided it was time to go back to Zouk.

See our Mambo Jambo? =D

Zouk was more packed than I thought.

Queueing for a drink purchase was harder than it seemed. I could smell the cologne-less person in front of me.

Yeah. Wait until sian already, so take picture lor.

Believe me now?

Anyway, we got our drinks, we went to deposit our bags and went over to a small table to sip our drinks before we danced.

Dance floor damn packed already.

We hit the dance floor at 12 odd. Miss J. seemed to enjoy herself! She started dancing before we even got into the mood.

I guess mambo is not suitable for Abz and me. :s

But we had some fun. Hahaha.

Met a few weirdos in there. But at the same time made some new friends!

Check out the blondie. His name is Cristian.

Everyone was doing the same actions. Kinda boring. And though it seemed like novelty to Miss J., Abz and I were dying from boredom in the midst of human sweat and fats.

We left before 3AM. Broke record liao lar!

Despite the music, it was good bonding, I guess.

Till the next time, my friends!

Happy 20th Birthday, Miss J.! I love you deep deep!

***

MEETING UP WITH SCRIPTWRITER!

Finally got to meet my dear girl after a long hiatus. We originally wanted to catch a movie, Cape 7. But I guess it was too popular for us, tickets were all sold out and hence we went for a meal instead.

Ate at MOF in Marina. You guys should try it. They serve pretty good food at decent prices! ((:

Well, after the meal, we walked around and shopped. Scriptwriter's friend, Miss Mediacorp, found herself a bag!

We continued walking and decided it was late. Scriptwriter and Miss Mediacorp left while I went to meet bf who had already reached.

Check out the cute xmas tree!!

Its created out of donated stuff toys.

Haha.

***

BF's CLASS GATHERING

Bf had a class gathering and his classmates happen to invite me along too!

We met the rest at Plaza Singapura. Chanced upon a Barney act. Couldn't resist his charm.

Met up with his classmates, turned out that A. was late, as always (quoted from classmates).

We waited and he finally came. We missed the Twilight show and went over to Minds Cafe instead.

Had quite a bit of fun with those people! Haha. They were really nice.

Headed over to Jalan Basar for some dim sum after that.

Humphrey Bear and Miss Aussie joined us for the meal!

Took a picture before everyone parted. Till then, new friends!

***

DIM SUM and RANDOM FOOD HAUL!

After the dinner we had with bf's classmates, we still couldn't get rid of our xiao long bao and dim sum cravings. And so we went to Geylang after my Futsal game to hunt for nice food.

No xiao long bao though. But had lots of Dim Sum.

((:

***

The next day, we went over to Toa Payoh for dinner, 'cos bf went there for some swimming sessions.

Walked round and finally decided on fatty food. We ordered Buddies Meal.

And this marks the end of my fatty journey for now.

Next...

GET FIT SEGMENT!

ADM InterSchool Games 2008/09!

I can't believe myself. And I'm proud of what I did.

I actually participated in quite a few sports this holidays!

Betcha didn't expect it either. Haha.

Took part in the Frisbee Game, Futsal and Basketball Girls Games.

We won NIE for Futsal and SCI for Futsal, however lost the rest. We were pretty upset. But it's just a first step to greater heights in more years to come! ((: Afterall, its our first year stepping out as an independent team! Not easy. Plus we never really had much trainings. So kudos to team spirit and the love of ADM. ((:

I have to thank everyone for participating. Thank those who hurt themselves especially.

Muscleboy (ligament tear), Tomatogirl, Victoria Secrets and more. You guys have shown great sportsmanship and team spirit. So proud of you all.

Can you see me run? Hahaha.

After those games, Victoria Secrets, Tokyo, Tomatogirl and myself, decided to form an ADM sports club. Main aim was to gather all sports enthusiasts within school and organise more games and fun. I can't believe I'm actually doing this, 'cos all along I wasn't much of a sports person. Haha.

***

Had some shopping with mom. Ate at Din Tai Fung.

My xiao long bao cravings were still pretty strong.

Heh heh heh.

Everything was good. ((:

Bought my new year clothings and stuff.

Spent a lot. :S

After the shopping, mom went home to rest while I waited very long for bf to arrive.

Geez, what happened to the era of the guys waiting for girls instead?

Had some ice cream.

Bf invited friends over for mahjong sessions. I joined in the fun.

Though I didn't get to touch any tiles. Heh.

***

SUZUKI CUP SEMIS!

Uncle Sim asked around during the basketball match if anyone was interested in the Singapore vs Vietnam match. Roomie and I decided to go. Hina tagged along. And so we met on Sunday and headed towards National Stadium together.

Really packed with people. Lots of Vietnam supporters.

Uncle Sim and his buddies forever so enthusiastic!

The rest of the crowd seem very high, but not the 3 of us.

I wonder why.

Hina didn't even bother to sing the national anthem. Ha!

Can you see how exciting the match was?

Ok now, spot me! Haha. The crowd was crazy, man!

Kallang waves and all.

Wonderful experience. Hahaha.

This little boy below amused the shit out of the 3 of us.

He had the potentials to be one of those uncles sitting in coffeeshops, sipping kopi and go "REFEREE KAYU LAR" to the screens and pointing fingers too in the near future.

Well, the match wasn't as awesome as I thought it would be. Took photos instead towards the end. It was too boring. Plus, Singapore kept missing the ball.

I guess World Cup is still pretty far for us! Heh.

As we bid goodbye to the stadium grandeur, I say thanks and happy hols to you all.

Till the next entry!

*muacks*

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2008-12-18T10:59:00.001+08:00

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'Cos You Make Me Smile...

2008-12-04T17:40:00.010+08:00

Hellos ehbreebardee! Laoniang's back again.

It's been a crazy week. Since the last time I blogged about the clubbing thingie.

Heh. Met up with long-time-no-see friends, hung out with boyfriend to buy wedding gifts (not for ourselves though..)):), tidy room, blablabla and CLUB SOMEMORE! =D

Ok, Start off with the first one....

MEETING FTANG!

It's been quite some time since I last saw Miss Tang. Think it was...right after my birthday this year before she left for New Zee for her studies. Well, I dunno whether to laugh or cry to time passing so fast, and right now, 1/2 year later my dear girl is FINALLY BACK! =D

And so we met up at her place on Tuesday and decided to go to hang around town. We walked and walked and walked...and bought quite a few items like clothes and blahs. You know, girls stuff. Heh. We yakked about how sad life is when bitchfest takes over the society, like how you-don't-like-me-and-i-can't-stand-you occurs. Glad to know that both of us are still surviving the treacherous bitch storm out there, we congratulated ourselves with KFC and more shopping!

I got a little lucky. I saw Cristiano Ronaldo! *grins*

So being a Cris fan *points to my blog address* I wouldn't miss the chance of snapping glorious pictures with my man for the world, baby!

*ahem* this picture was unintentionally like that. Wasn't warned or what. SO HEY! STOP CALLING ME A LECHER, WILL YOU! *scrunch face like a prune*

Ok. Now, back. Snapping back into reality, I had to bid that handsome poster goodbye and move on. By then, time was already near 5. Ftang wanted to catch a movie, but I needed to meet a blog shop seller at Raffles by 6.30pm, so we walked to Plaza Singapura instead.

***

Daiso at PS was amazing. Especially the make up section. Sorry, being girls, its just naturally us to mope around that area. *grins* It's so cheap! $2 per item is just a steal as compared to $40 cosmetics which depletes like nobody's business, and by the time you realised you're consuming that product, you've already used up the last drop/powder/stick/whatever it is. Ok, whatever it is, we were just glad to find ourselves bagging cheap and quality products.

After that, we headed down to Raffles and before we knew it, we collected my dress and headed back down to town to catch Madagarscar.

The movie was cool, but REALLY short. Ftang and I were kinda :s, you get the idea. We then console ourselves with Orchard's pretty christmas deco and lightings!

Walked around like tourists taking pictures, asking people to snap our faces, yada.

And so our date ended with a long ride on the NE line and then back to our homes. Miss my dear girl so much! Will definitely meet up with her again. *grins* Till then my dear jc bestie/fellow third runner!

***

Saturday, met boyfriend for some shopping for wedding gift, which almost didn't happen due to some silly argument over the phone. Well, thankfully, it was resolved, I don't know how.

Well, we met up for some shopping at the Expo IT Fair first. Psychoed him to get a Lumix since I'm using one and am super glad with it. He got an FX38 in brown. Very pretty! *grins*

After that we went to town to shop and for dinner at Central HK Cafe at Ngee Ann City.

He ordered crispy noodles while I got myself crispy chicken baked rice.

You guys should really try these two. They are really good.

The gravy for the noodle was so fragrant and the taste just leave you craving for more! You can taste the freshness of the prawn and chicken broth! The gravy was really really really very 甜。

On to the Chicken Baked Rice! The chicken was sooooooo crispy and fragrant. It's not too oily and and cheese was really really really cheesy. Hahaha! The rice wasn't too coarse. And the aroma of the dish was just...orgasmic. It's really really good.

After satisfying those growling stomachs, we headed towards Takashimaya for gift buying.

A lot of shit to choose from, seriously.

We chanced upon the kids section. Boyfriend got a little into the gay mood.

Sigh. Ah well. At least we settle on the gift eventually. *grins*

A couple...sculpture. $85 lar. Damn expensive. But, hand crafted and designed in France/Switzerland/whichever angmoh territory leh. So...quite worth the money lar har. Hahahaha. Boyfriend got mistakened as my husband by one of the Takashimaya staff. So the scene was kinda cute though. We played along. HAHAHA. Xing fu moment for a while. *grins*

After that, we ended our day with ICE CREAM! *grins*

Hazelnut, smth else and Rum & Raisin! *smacks*

Gave boyfriend the pink fairy spoon while I took the green one. HAHAHAHAHA!

I think he caught the fei mao syndrome. :s

Anyhoo, happy early advance xmas, baby.

***

ITS WEDNESDAY AGAIN! SO GUESS WHAT?!

PARTY NIGHT AGAIN! =D

This time, we missed Lux, instead, my junior, Muscleboy came to join us! *grins*

And so as usual, we queued outside Phuture at 8.45PM, hoping to get a place in there since before 11PM that freaking place is ALWAYS full.

HOWEVER, DAMN FREAKING LONG QUEUE EVEN BEFORE WE ARRIVED! WTH!

And so Abz and I being the early ones queued first la. But we were quite far behind still. *sulks*

At this mo, boyfriend's sis, Kayakqueen, called. She pulled laoniang and Abz all the way to the middle of the queue. And over there, we met my JC pals, Campus Superstar twins and Seabell Meimei plus their SIM gang. Together, we steamed like hot chao siew buns in the steamers within the crowd.

FINALLY THE QUEUE MOVED. AFTER LIKE WHAT.......ONE HOUR?! WE FINALLY MOVED TO THE FREAKING FRONT! Then surprise no. 2 popped.

"SORRY HOR, NO MORE LADIES ENTRIES! ONLY GUYS ALLOWED!"

WTF!

So Abz and Shotsgirl (previously known as S) walked out of the crowd while I was left stranded within the incoming human flood together with Muscleboy.

After we finally touched each other's hand and wept cos we finally got out of the damn human pool, we decided to head down to Rebel (Ex Canary of MOS) since they played RnB mixes. Wanted to try the new club lar. And so we went to flag for cab. Damnit. NO CABS...Muscleboy got very smart. He dashed across the streets to flag ONE blue cab for us. I love Muscleboy. We finally made our way down.

Time was....10-ish PM?

***

We reached. THE CLUB WAS FREAKING EMPTY! Like seriously empty. No one at the bar counter, only a few lose bunch hanging out at the sitting areas. We were so upset. And so after depositing our barang-barangs, we left to go eat Macs.

Muscleboy said we had no sense of direction. Why? Cos we walked ONE BIG round from Rebel to Central and back to the Macdonalds we were intending to plant our butts in, which we could reach in 5 minutes, but we took 15 instead. *makes face*

And so MB and Shotsgirl ordered Double McSpicy while I settled for sundae and fries. Abz took cone only. Healthy mama. XD

MB was damn funny. Kept us entertained throughout the meal.

Joked from our food to one of us to the lady who flung her hair outside Macs facing us.

Seriously, go clubbing must bring this chap along, he protects and entertains. Hahaha.

AnyWAYS, we made our way back, hoping the crowd will set in and people will start dancing cos since it's already midnight. By now, Phuture should be in havoc already. Sigh. But ah well.

As we approach, MB saw his friend plus his gang. And so we all shared drinks! Yays.

Made new friends: JX, C., ShW, HNH, Kern (horny cheerleader), JX and Mr. Cheerleader from Heroes. Haha. All fun people. We drank, joked and danced. Music wasn't good at all though. Soon after, Shotsgirl fell asleep at the table. WTH! Damn lousy mix.

AND GUESS WHAT! While dancing halfway, WE MET ADM YEAR TWO FILM STUDENTS!

Miss BM, Shianz Fighter, PottyPatty, KrizWiz, Hamcee, Rockerboy and Cameraman were there! Uncle joined in a lil later. WHAT A SURPRISE! DAMNIT! Had fun dancing with these people! Hearts my fellow ADMers! *hugs*

And so we partied till 4 plus before our new friend, Mr. Cheerleader from Heroes sent us back.

Yays. Phuture next WED! And this concludes my post. I love my peebles. *hearts*

Till then, readers. I love you too. ((:

Gals Night Out

2008-11-27T16:02:00.007+08:00

Hello! Lao niang's back!

And laoniang finally finished her papers!! *yays*

Finally a relieve from all the fucking shitload (of work and other mental tortures).

Needed a channel to relieve all my mental and emotional stress.

Miss Ab then invited me to mambo with her at Phuture. *grins*

WAS SUPER EXCITED cos haven't club for a long long long long long long long time.

haha, so we met yesterday at 7.15pm at our bus stop.

Met up with her NAFA friend, S. Cabbed over to Phuture.

The queue was SUPER long. Waited for at least an hour before I popped into the club.

Some phototaking while waiting:

Miss AB, S, LN

Soon after we took those photos, another NAFA friend, LX came.

The queue finally started to move. We got our stamps and went off to the nearby hotel to slack.

We camwhored. And soon after, we decided to go have some food before all the liquor we were gonna down later. Went to eat HORFUN! =D

After that we decided to head back to Phuture before the crowd set in.

We ordered Redbull Vodka and Ribena Vodka.

We decided to hit the dance floor at 11.30pm. A lot of guys.

Getting out of the dance floor to the toilet is a pain in the ass. Too many people already! Like squeezing through a passage of cream in a cream puff. :s Well. Met a lot of NTUers since we finished our last few papers already. Heh.

Well. The dancing was really good. The music was really good! My favourite music were played towards the end: Viva la Vida, Britney's songs, Low, etc. OMG. I had the time of my life there. Guys over there were really sweet. They tend to look out for you and protect you if there're any fights or unexpected crowd walking through. =D

Well, the best part of this date, was to meet 2 new friends. S and LX. Love you, babes. ((:

Will be back the nxt week for more mambos.

Till then. Taaa! *ilovedancing*

sunday blueeez

2008-11-23T23:31:00.003+08:00

I'm not. I thought I was. After revamping my online shop, and doing up my online portfolio blog, I thought I was feeling better since photoshop never fails to cure my sadness. *beams*

But right now, I'm just sad. I dunno why. Maybe it's because bf rather sleep than talk to me on the phone or...my downloads on torrent is freaking stale or whether my blogshop business is very very stagnant or maybe because...it's not raining anymore now. I dunno. I'm just feeling the melancholy building up.

Perhaps I should go back to my last examinable subject - Forensic Science (oooh...the gore)

Yeah maybe I should. *deep breath breathe out*

Poooooooo. I hate Sundays like that.

2008-11-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

Humour arises from inner harmony and expresses joy without clutching after life.

VEGGIE PARINIRVANA!

2008-11-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

Finally found it.

Original:

Veggie Edition:

I dropped my phone

2008-11-19T10:34:00.002+08:00

For a moment, all my data seemed to be gone! All my pictures, messages, yadas.
Until...I realised that my memory stick was lose because I dropped my bloody phone.
=.=
Meanwhile. I'm VERY drained. I'm starting to feel the downward emotion curve again.
Way to go, Asian Art History...
I hate NTU.

有些事我真的看不过眼

2008-11-15T00:41:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I hadn't bother about what's going on around me with so many shit going on in my own life. Especially things that do not concern me. But seriously, I cannot stand seeing a friend being bullied by people who are supposed to be older and WISER.

I'm not matured nor smart. Neither would I publicly and shamelessly claim that I'm soooo matured and smart and take a turn to insult others of being childish and stupid. Cos this just show how childish you are.

You know what? If someone was all that matured and smart, he/she would just shut up and not publicly insult others and outcast people whom he/she thinks is not in his league. He/She accepts everyone. Now, that my friend, is maturity. Maturity is not gathering in little groups of yours and keep that angst and pettiness within. That is just so stupid. Learn something from the Indian and his male classmates on being a gentleman. Stop dwelling in that little perfect heaven of yours. It's time to get out of that tutu and ballet flats. Being nice to only people whom you consider as "cool" and "ohsomaturedlikeme" is not maturity. It's just...plain stupidity. *grins widely*

Now now, you do not start name callings just because someone whom you never respect does something you deem as "mynotcupoftea" and "stupidurgh".

And finally, there's a saying that only an elephant doesn't forget. So I guess you are one. (:

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2008-11-15T00:33:00.003+08:00

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meanwhile...I just want to say FR3B ROCKS!

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Ohoh, my first batch of freebies will be arriving on monday. will post the pictures of all those freebies I receive over here nxt wk or so! Weets!

Till then,

Ta!

a rant

2008-11-06T23:07:00.004+08:00

EDIT: Ok, I went overboard...sorry. Was just overloaded.

i just want to rant. i feel like exploding.

i don't have enough sleep and i don't appreciate being stepped on my toes during this period of time. i dislike people asking me questions non-stop when i don't even know what's my next move. *makes face*

I was doing my work, talking to my dad. Here comes my mom.

" eh tomorrow what time are you gonna wake up? tomorrow you need breakfast? what time you going out? do you want me to follow you to peace centre? do you.......are you....... "

You get the idea.

And then, I just said with a slight tinge of irritation, I DUNNO. So in the end she got pissed off with my reply and told me to go and die instead.

WHAT. THE. FUCK.

2008-11-03T01:41:00.004+08:00

ok la. call me selfish.
but if i have the power over your decisions, seriously, i really hope you would do your degree here, in singapore, since fees are higher should you go overseas...

i'm sad. i really am.
i don't want you to go.
i know your friend is heading there, but, you can always make new ones here!

don't go, okay?

orgasmic

2008-10-26T02:33:00.000+08:00

這樣愛你的人

2008-10-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

真正愛你的女孩，
是...

要你猜那樣，要你猜這樣，
目的想要你知道她在想什麼，
想錯她又罵你"沒事啦!笨蛋" 。
'是你最需要她時候，常裝著冷漠不關心，
卻溫柔的問你沒事嗎?
雖然不知道你喜歡什麼，
也甘心熬夜為你織一條圍巾，
摺一大罐的星星。

經常想打電話給你，
卻怕你覺得煩，
要你開口才會打給你。
在朋友面前經常提起你和問你近況，
卻否認自己喜歡你。

因為掛念你，難以入睡。
在你面前常亳不在意，
其實她十分想知道你的心意。
只要你對她說"我很想妳"，
她就會臉紅心跳加速，然後甜甜的笑，
對著你說 "笨蛋...你說什麼啊?"
雖然相隔，她會幻想著你與她的未來而傻笑。

給你與其他的朋友過她的生日，
仍更希望想要你獨自陪她過生日。
無論你傻或笨的，也會覺得你很酷。
傷她心，會睡覺前想起你而且不自然的流下淚。

想告訴你她的心裡的話，
但是怯步，因為怕失去你。
是很多時候不會叫你名字，
她會叫你笨蛋、豬頭、喂...
跟你聊天的時候總會把說話講得亂七八糟的，
是因為她的舌頭在自己深愛的人面前打了很多很多的結。

是每天在電腦旁等候你上線，
然而一看見你的名字，就會不知所措。
是你告訴她有關於其他女生的事情，
雖然她臉上總是裝著一副不關心的樣子，但是心裡卻是酸酸的。
是會在你傷害她後，仍然傻傻的等你回頭。

真正愛你的女孩，是會為了你放棄一生幸福的人。

p.s: 希望你們可以遇見這樣愛你的人

2008-10-14T11:03:00.005+08:00

After reading one of the entries in Uncle Sim's blog, I realised that, hey!, I'm not the only overeacting cancerian around. Ha. And so as I read on (his entry), well, thoughts started to flood my head.

Through the years, I kinda lost the self motto I have in me. I lost that fighting spirit and turned to negativity instead, which is soooooooooooooooooo bad. I allowed external forces to punch me and crumple my soul and in turn resulted in much physical harm. And moving on along the timeline in the number of years I enjoyed so far, I kinda adopted several Cancerian properties which aren't that fantastic and in turn caused a lot of bruises in my relationship with boyfriend. Which, doesn't only just hurt me a lot, but also cause a lot of heartbreaks in him as well.
And in this thunderstorm plus rose thorns being thrown at my heart this season/period, I need to learn self-determination and chase softie out of my life. I may drop tears, but I will never cry. Afterall, God has already planned for it to happen? o.o

I need to put God first again...

2008-10-13T10:57:00.002+08:00

hello. here's my latest work.

It's called "Little a and the Autterfly"

enjoy.

till then, ta!~

no title for now

2008-10-10T03:25:00.003+08:00

My brain can't function very well now.

It's 3.26 am! Now, blame me. =.=

Hell-o all. It's been quite a while. And...I kinda realise, I DO HAVE MANY SILENT READERS! Lols. Well, first of all, a very big xoxos from me to you all as a form of gratitude to keep my lil piece of silent rant-heaven alive. Next, CONTINUE reading! Hah. =D

Just cleared some entries in this blog. Oh boy, never knew I was such a tickle-me-emo. Sigh. I need my cousin, elmo, around to teach me how to type some cheerful ABCs. *grins*

Ah well. It's been quite a few days, or should I say weeks, since I last 'penned' my thoughts here. I have to admit I kinda felt lazy and hence decided to NOT blog till now. Eh, you have to understand, being brain-squeezed all day long by my tutors for my creative cells kills me literally everyday! *sobs* Uhp, since I'm here now, let's rave some shit before I go emo-nemo guanyinknowswhen again.

1. I gained weight, like seriously...

Gained a couple of kgs due to late nights and little sleep. Ok, nothing much lala about this, but yeah, thought it'll be nice to announce it. *shrugs* told you my brain ain't workin' well now...Hah.

2. I WAS PRAISED FOR MY ENVIRONMENTAL DESIGN! *grins widely*

Yay. Since the beginning of this semester, I felt that I've done nothing good for any of my courses, which brought me literally down to my weakest point. However, this turn made me realise I'm still good. *beams* So here are some of the pictures if you are interested. I was doing an environmental installation for ADIDAS ORIGINAL. Muahaha.

Link to the picture (Sorry. Mac is pretty screwed for some online uses. :s)
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1827183&l=d568f&id=654065794

3. Boyfriend bought me my first pair of HAVAIANAS Slippers!

Yays. *hearts bf*

It all started with a broken ol' slipper after church. And bf had to rush to downtown east for some business, so I told him to get me a regular cheapo no brand pair while I wait for him at the bus stop, 'CAUSE CANNOT MOVE WITH ONLY ONE SHOE MA, so bf went off and poof, came back with a NUM bag. Woohoo. He bought me premium slippers...*wipes tears*

Ok, over-reacting...to the next!

4. I BOUGHT MY NEW MACBOOK AND ITOUCH!

'nuf said.

5. Children Day in ADM!

An annual affair in ADM. Can't miss it for nuts. Well, this year decided to go in my JC uniform. Heh. Check out this album in my facebook account. Let those pictures do the talking. All I can say is that, it was really fun and memorable. Thank you, ADM-ers who bothered to cheer this day up for everyone. (;

LINK TO PHOTO ALBUM!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=74889&id=654065794&op=6

6. Mr. Nice Guy's Birthday and the JIEMEI Gathering!

It's been real long since my birthday. WE FINALLY MET UP! *hearts*

We celebrated MNG's 21st birthday at Fish and Co. (Glass House). And we bought him lots of useful presents:

1. A pair of socks

2. A pair of nice checked boxers

3. A Shirt

4. A Gay Pink Tie

5. Cufflings

6. Princess Crown

7. A Medal that says, "21...xxxxxxx"

All packed nicely in a box full of hearts and love. Aww. (:

After the meal, we went over to Liquid Gold Bar for some drinking session. Mr. Policeguy ordered and suggested some nice shots for us. We had some liquid gold special and sex on the beach shots! I like the latter better. My tongue yearns for sweetness. Heh. But it was a lovely night. Loads of pictures and laughters.

Past 11pm. MNG and his gf had to go off, while the rest of us (Mr. Policeguy, Mr. Small and LaoNiang) met up with boyfriend and continue drinking at some bar at the east coast park! *grins*

Here are some pictures of that day, again on facebook...!

LINK

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=75367&id=654065794

7. LAO NIANG FINALLY USED THE DSLR!

*grins* yes. I'm so in love with it now. Heh. Was so paranoid about it coz I've tried once before and it was a disaster. *shudders* But well, we had a lesson that requires us to use that. So...laoniang tried using this bulky thing-y once again! And guess what...I'm so in love with it now, I really want one for myself soon! *grins*

Here're some shots taken by the DSLR:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=76028&id=654065794

4.16AM LIAO! WTH

I better wrap up.

Till then, toodles and I lub you all deeep deeep..

2008-10-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

boyfriend, i love you. (:

2008-09-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

I MISS BOYFRIEND!

TuT

darling..where art thou?

邹凯!邹凯!邹凯!

2008-09-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

OMG 邹凯!

I LOVE THIS ONE THE MOST! *points below*

*hearts*

幸福是什么?

2008-09-06T18:00:00.003+08:00

Somebody asked me one day,

"幸福是什么?"

Well, to me, it's just breathing a breath of fresh air everyday when I wake up, feeling love from parents, friends and my darling and knowing I still am surviving, I feel 幸福 already.

I guess I will keep that thought in mind and continue my new temporary positive self to keep myself from going on. (:

SINGAPORE 2010

2008-09-03T22:04:00.004+08:00

Entered my logo for the Singapore 2010 Youth Olympic Games.

Hope my work gets noticed! lols.

a sense of achievement!

2008-09-01T18:52:00.013+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

Hello ppl! =D
Sorry for the past negativity, but yeah...
Laoniang's back for now! *grins*

I FEEL LOTS OF ADRENALINE RUNNING IN ME NOW!
Why?!

COS LAO NIANG COMPLETED THE NIKE HUMAN RACE YESTERDAY!

*grins*

Yar lar, I know you veterans out there are saying, "SO SLOW LEH! WHY SO SHEN QI ABOUT IT?!" But heyyyyyyyy! I've never ever ran 10K straight! And guess what?!

I DIDN'T STOP (running) FOR 5 ENTIRE K! WOOOOOOOTS!
My timing not that bad, I think, for a first timer.
Heh. *proud beams* Lao niang ish bery harpieee!
*sings*

You can never imagine lao niang doing such things hor? LOLs. Yeah. How can the usedtobe-60kg-140cm-watermelon-fattie take part in such events when previously her 2.4km run timing suck like shit (aka 18 mins or more)!?

Heh heh.
*sniggers*

BUT GUESS WHAT?
LAO NIANG TRAINED HARD FOR THIS AND COMPLETED THE RACE BELOW HER ESTIMATED TIME (4 hours, hahahaha!)!

Wahahas. =D
Well, in case you guys out there wonder how's the 10km route like, here's a map for your reference...

Huat AR! LOLs.
Anyways...I woke up to the sky being grey, and getting more and more grey. I was bloody worried I would be striked by lightning or something should I go run or at least get drenched by the acidic rain till my sportsbra melts. However, God is really good. He listens to prayers. He granted mine at least, that is to provide a breezy weather to run in.

The rain stopped after I stopped bathing and at the same time, I got a huge shock seeing darling in my room, enjoying every moment shocking me. :s

Ah well. Got changed and dar drove us to city hall for a light lunch before meeting up with our group of friends.

And so, as we arrived in town, reds started to flood the place, like you see blood flowing everywhere in Sweeney Todd, the movie. I'm serious, man. Young and old, fit and unfit, short and tall, thin and...the not so thin, all gathering all around city hall area, waiting and walking slowly over to Padang, where the race was held.

Well, dar and I took our time and waited in our separate toilet queues cos too long already...while waiting, I met my roomie and Weiling from ADM! Talked and talked and talked...THE QUEUE ISH BERY LONG...yadayadayada
AND SO, ARPTURR TAILAT BREEHK...laoniang walked over to the Padang with her roomie, after her pee-ing session.

We reached the Padang. Met up with Miss Prez and Uncle Sim for bag deposit and warm ups.

miss prez, roomie, lao niang

The place was literally red and red AND MORE RED! It got even redder as time passes. The green patch disappeared and soon, the entire padang+area near padang was like National Day once again.

We took time off to take pictures, cos while waiting very bored. Talking sometimes doesn't help ease tensed muscles and so...here are some snapshots!

Laoniang helping roomie to plant championchip (a device to clock our timings) on her shoe...

the two very heavy-eyebags-roomies

Miss Prez, LN, Uncle Sim, Roomie

While walking over to the starting point...

ground above starting point, reds warming up to get even redder

I dunno if this is the new muscle-tension-relieve method, but a nice demo by miss prez and roomie

Uncle Sim and LN against the REDS! =D

THE GIRLS (in case you can't see but are interested, my bib no. is 913096, yes, you have the permission from me to go buy toto with this no.)

Super scary hor? Machiam like China waiting for public transport. All in red somemore. I heard someone shouting, "MY EYESSSS, MY EYESSSSS" lor. Too CNY/National Day already. I think if my Ah Ma was alive, she might like the sight and colour of this. Haha.

Uncle was so high up, he just had to take our shot cos we're "down there".

*sigh* uncle will never grow up...*shakes head*

Ok...now back to the blog! Ok! Countdown, 3...2...1...
*PEH*
Yays. But due to the massive crowd, we had to wait for most of the first leggers to run ahead before joining the batch.
REALLY A LOT OF PEEEPURRR LEH! But this gives us extra reason and motivation to run.
Heh.

Yays. See laoniang's happy face?! XD
The run overall was pretty cool though. Throughout the entire process, adrenaline just kept gushing in and in and through me!
Woots.

There were several live bands and music groups...

not very cool music but...provides some entertainment while running...

And here comes...6km.
Welcome to one of the most interesting area of the entire 10k route..CLARKE QUAY!
Walked most of the journey there. Hahaha.
Laoniang tired already...5K non stop leh!

Human and non-human motivators...

and well...the onlookers - the sheefooooos! XD
THERE WERE A LOT OF BANGALAS LOR! But uncle sim didn't manage to capture any shots of them. They kept snapping pictures and sniggering! c.c
Well, the ang mohs were the most "on" ones lar...clap and clap and clap while everyone ran/walked past and of course...cheering for us. *grins*

9KM! =D

can you see miss prez running?

more and more guys overtake...

the chui faces running their last click!

AND FINALLY!

THE END OF THE RACE!! =D

Yays.

YAY FINISHERS: roomie, laoniang, miss prez, uncle sim

and yeah...we all completed the race and each got a finisher's wristlet! Not very nice, but, heh heh, memorable lar har. *grins*

We stayed on a lil while and took photos before I went to meet darling to celebrate his bday with his VS buddies at Raffles City! Yep...AND THIS IS THE END OF THIS ENTRY! =D

I still feel the adrenaline in me! I WANNA RUN! FASTER!

Ok...I go do work liao. A LOT TO DO AR! =D

Conclusion before I end, RUNNING RELIEVES STRESS!

Ciao till then.